my lovely lil JoJo...rest in peace...

sigh~~suddenly felt like i'm in bad luck recently...coz all my pets are gone...all my cute lil fishy...now my hamster followed them...she's such a cute lil hamster...especially when she eat...she kept all the "gua zhi" in her lil mouth until it looked like a small balloon...hehe...she like to kept all together 'n' enjoy them in one shot...quite smart lil girl...she's active as well...when v let her out, she'll run all over the hse...like playing hide 'n' seek wif us...tis page is specially created for JoJo...she's one of our family...my lil sis is wif her when she passed away on 21st April 2006...so sad~~

i refer her as JoJo here is bcoz the first name is actually JoJo...well, duno since when, v called her ham ham...anyhow...wanted her to hav all the original...so decided to refer her as JoJo like wat it meant to be at first...

dear JoJo...rest in peace...u'll always in our hearts...

reFreShiNg 'n' whOlE nEw daY...

guess wat guess wat...i put up my lazy butt 'n' follow cuteDoris to bukit gasing last saturday...careen moon 'n' lucio oso joined in the fun...it's nice to go hav a walk...which can reconnect to the natural...feel so good...refreshing~~

~~~~~~~~~~welcome to bukit gasing~~~~~~~~~~

~~~~~~~~~~rare species~~~~~~~~~~

~~~these r my favourite, looks like orchid 'n' coral hoh...hehe...~~~

~~~~~~~~~~nice scenes~~~~~~~~~~

~~~~~~~~~~watch hse wif art of vandalism~~~~~~~~~~

~~~~~~~~~~these two r my favourite as well...artistic hah?~~~~~~~~~~

~~~~~~~~~~ribbon of danger 'n' rope of life~~~~~~~~~~

~~~~~~~~~~lil red 'n' yellow in the green...nice decoration~~~~~~~~~~

~~~~~~~~~~suspension bridge~~~~~~~~~~

~~~~~know wat's tis...it's the pupa, 1st time for me...precious~~~~~

the terrific part is tat i onli slept for 2 hours the day before tat...but i promised to myself tat i muz take the first step to change my lifestyle...tis is it...hehe...promised cuteDoris to go there every saturday's morning...

v started off after had our breakfast at mamak stall...around 8 sth...finished off the journey around 10 sth...luckily tat day is sunny so it's not slippery...

after the journey...tot can go home 'n' hav a good rest...who knows hideLUN chiChiang 'n' xiaoYan date me out to sing k...i wanted to sing k so much...so joined them...hehe...

tis is my 1st time at Neway karaoke...but the 1st impression is not good coz v've waited for so long...i prefer redbox...but the design in neway is better...hehe...very complicated hah...

well...today is not a good day for me actually...coz having some conflicts wif someone...made me down 'n' sad...'n' really changed my lifestyle...but after all, today is my happy day as i took the 1st step...hehe...

after everything for the day...i really really tired until cant move myself...fell into sleep like pig...haha...so gotta keep on to it as a routine...as i like tat feeling...gotta off la...face the pc for whole day...eyes cant open anymore...ciao ciao~~

bIrtHdAysSsSsss...

harlow...long time din update blog...all of u muz b wondering...tis gal starting to neglect tis luvly lil blog...of coz not...hehe...here i am...

yesterday celebrate birthday for few colleagues...belated 'n' present...hehe...total six of them...shuHwan vanita lav wengChuan reka 'n' albert...unable to take photos of the cheese cake 'n' choc banana cake frm secret recipe as i'm too slow...until they all cut the cake 'n' distribute then onli i realize abt it...haha...

but nvm...coz able to take the photos in slice pose...still not bad ya~~haha...well, i knew i din update much...but better than nothing... :P



ciao~~

wAna maKe uP mY mInd...

how many decisions can one takes???full of question marks now...sometimes really questioning myself...am i doing the right thing???am i supposed to do so???feeling like fooling around by someone...but...but...din do anything to prevent it...wat's went wrong???knew it shouldnt be like that...but why cant change the result...blur/confused...muz make up my mind on everything...now seems like the ship in the middle of the ocean...no sense of directions... -.-

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wat happened to me...argh~~life's bored...no matter frm wat perspectives...career...complaint when there's nothing to learn, complaint again when there's too much to learn...family...worry when granpma was in the hospital...worry again when she's out frm the hospital as she's still having some difficulties...relationship...gaps appeared to be bigger 'n' bigger than i thought...wat happened wat happened...cant concentrate right now...duno wat m i thinking abt...complicated...wish i can get out frm tis world...i cant breath...wana go somewhere...where everyone is stranger to me...there's no one who will care abt wat i'm going to do...i can do watever i wish to...how good will tat feeling be...i wish i'll know abt it somedays...but when? where's the real me...starting to worry abt myself...felt like wana end up my life...haha...would it be better if i do so? i had no ideas...wat shud i do to cheer up my life? i shud really seize the opportunity to think abt tis when i'm free...ARGHHHHH.........scream out..........