Thursday, March 29, 2007

missing nen nen du

last friday was cherie's last day in Lenovo...which means my gang of colleague buddies going to change from 7 to 6...getting lesser and lesser...1st shu hwan...then joyce...now nen nen du...same day, my another team member, aina also leaving...this is the most busy day for me...busy walk around being camera girl (wat to do, since i'm so pro...) busy making little card for nen nen du...busy here busy there...conclusion, busybutty... :D

i'm a little tired in writing long long essay in my blog, getting lazy now and then...actually lots of thing happened to me recently, guess tis blog is not up-to-date as well...those ups and downs seems so far away from me...anyway, separation isn't as bad as i thought...sometimes feelings just nice to remain where it is, dont have to spill out...i'm gonna miss office life over here as i'm gonna be the next to leave...

lunch hour for this happy family...their relationship is very complicated ya know...is like this...

ah yee (having affairs) <---> papa <---> mama (husband and wife) <---> da jie, er jie and mei mei (daughters) ---> lu ren jia (dunno why she always passby our hse during our meals, always eat together)

guess who is er jie?? (^@^)

guess who is aina that going to leave us?

our special little card with greatest regards to nen nen du

this was taken before nen nen du arrive...sure she very geram ooooo

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

WHAT IF...SHOULD I ?

what if obstacles appear on the middle of the smooth runway...
what if feelings of being left out filled up your soul...
what if all the efforts being declined...
what if strength to change is not on our sides...
what if have to accept masking in order to advance...
what if...

should i accept the truth and overcome it no matter how tough it is?
should i feel satisfy with what i have, forget about my soul hanging in the sky?
should i give up or keep on trying like what edison did?
should i gang up so that i can obtain the power?
should i get myself ready with masks in order to adapt with the change of environment and personalities?
should i ?