My Hidden Feelings

It's been more than one and half years since I last updated my blog...initially this blog is meant for myself alone...and here I am today to express some hidden feelings that I couldn't share with anyone, not even my beloved ones...

I have lost my mother in law recently and I knew how hard it is for my husband to lose his loved one as I've been through the same feeling when I lost my dad...I knew times needed for you to recover from this deep scar and I'm always there for you...I just hope that you can come out from that little space of your own where everything else doesn't matter to you anymore, including me...

While you are living in that little space of your own, you have left everything behind...I'm the one who is taking care of all those small little things and at the same time, I need to face new challenge in my new position as well...I just wish that we can support each others to walk through this hardship...sharing is caring...

Be tough in this moment...maybe my advise is not useful to you, maybe you feel like I don't give a damn, maybe you feel like I have put an end to your mum, maybe you feel the distance between you and me, maybe it's better for me to leave you alone, maybe I'm a burden to you, maybe I'm not the full score daughter in law...there are so many maybe which is running wild in my brain recently...I want to get rid of all these and I knew I can...sooner or later...

The most important thing for me now is that I hope we can hold on to each other and grow old together no matter how hard the time is, love is all we need and all we have is love...

Another new chapter of life 15102012

To my beloved sis...

I'm really thrilled for today which is your big day and the journey of new chapter begins...here I wish you happily ever after and always remember communications and patience needed to maintain a good relationship...this is a very meaningful day to me and I know that dad is with us, he witnessed and spared every happy moment we had today...remember to treat your husband-to-be nice nice ya :P

Love,
Big Sis

To my future brother in law...

I knew it's hard for you to walk through this 10 years with my sis and you been taking good care of her, so I knew you will continue to do so, I have faith in you...sometimes my sis can be quite emotional, but you have handled her well...hehe...well...true love never run smooth and I'm glad you guys had made it this far...last but not least, welcome you to our Family Ng :)

Love,
Your Big Sis-to-be

Cherish Every Moment with Your Loves One!!! ^^

New chapter of my life 20120421

When you are getting older, you feel like the earth is moving faster than you could ever imagine. I would never really think that I have started my new chapter of life in such a blink of time. Things turned out to be so beautiful and wonderful. This was never under my resolution yet it achieved far more succeed than I would have expected. I was overwhelmed by everything that you guys done, no matter family members or friends, you guys treated me so well, I must have done something real good in my previous life to deserve all these. Words are not enough to express now...I wish you all can feel that appreciations from deep down of my heart...I wish to kiss everyone of u now...I love you guys...you guys are wonderful!!!

And to you...welcome to my family and to my life ♥

Morib Family Trip and The Proposal 20120324-20120325

Life is changing fast and the most important part is that your family is always with you. This Morib trip really unforgettable and memorable as my family is so great in supporting me, I can't imagine life without them. This is also the moment of new family member joined in. I feel my life is so complete with my family members' existence. Daddy, I knew you were with us some where around, watching and protecting us...I can always feel your blessings :) Your laughing is heard and your happiness was sensed, I miss you and I love you ♥

Cambodia Siam Reap Trip 171011-201011

Photos speak better than words :)

Tuesdays with Morrie

This is an interesting literary fiction which is true to death...

"Once you learned how to die, you learned how to live"

Not everyone of us can accept the fact that we all gonna die one day sooner or later...

This book shared the thoughts of Professor Morrie who suffered from a permanent illness and how he really learn how to live after he learned how to die...

I read this book few years back...I started to re-read it yesterday and I finished by today...what I have experienced these few years, made me get in touched with all the thoughts he shared...I tears a lot while reading...

I do hope I can live up to the standard as of Professor Morrie...know how to accept your emotions openly and know to to detach them after accepted...know how to create your own culture instead of following the culture of the community...know how to let go of the past and make the best of what is coming...

This is supremely a good book to share...

TUESDAYS WITH MORRIE

Good Night

Quite some time off from my private own zone here...quite busy at work as well...anyway life is like that...nothing better than you are actually enjoying your life...so everyone, Good Night!!!

Mina-san, oyasuminasai~~~

Little Reward to myself!!!