Cambodia Siam Reap Trip 171011-201011

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Tuesdays with Morrie

This is an interesting literary fiction which is true to death...

"Once you learned how to die, you learned how to live"

Not everyone of us can accept the fact that we all gonna die one day sooner or later...

This book shared the thoughts of Professor Morrie who suffered from a permanent illness and how he really learn how to live after he learned how to die...

I read this book few years back...I started to re-read it yesterday and I finished by today...what I have experienced these few years, made me get in touched with all the thoughts he shared...I tears a lot while reading...

I do hope I can live up to the standard as of Professor Morrie...know how to accept your emotions openly and know to to detach them after accepted...know how to create your own culture instead of following the culture of the community...know how to let go of the past and make the best of what is coming...

This is supremely a good book to share...

TUESDAYS WITH MORRIE

Good Night

Quite some time off from my private own zone here...quite busy at work as well...anyway life is like that...nothing better than you are actually enjoying your life...so everyone, Good Night!!!

Mina-san, oyasuminasai~~~

Little Reward to myself!!!

My new toy!!!

Yeah~~~got my 35mm film (ISO 400), shutter speed 1/150 antique camera (Gakkenflex) from Kinokuniya, come with the magazine...nice one but I not yet try with film and it can be used during day time only as it do not has flash...I like the design so much...

Long time no sick...

It's been a long time since I last sick...and it came to visit me now...not a 1 day trip, even stay overnight...oh gosh, made me need to take 2 days MC...I hate it!!!


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给爸爸的信

刚看了一部电影，源自于一个真人故事，127 Hours。。。
这部电影讲诉着Aron Ralston，一个攀山者被困在山中，手被石头压着而无从逃跑的127个小时。。。
在没有食物及水源的情况下，如何坚强自己的生存意志。。。
在他生死一线的瞬间，他的眼前出现了许多画面，特别是他没能有机会做的事情。。。
就在那一瞬间，他折断了自己的手，然后用仅有的小备用刀把自己坏死的手切断而逃出生天。。。
之后的他一样依旧攀山。。。他把他没能有机会做的事情都做了。。。
看完了之后，让我忽然觉得人往往把家人当做必然。。。我们总觉得家人永远会体谅我们的，但我们却忘了到临死前的那一刻，往往最没办法补偿的就是家人。。。
很多很多的回忆又回来了。。。
我想起我未能补偿的爸。。。
我想起我们小时候，每个星期天，爸一定会带我们几个小瓜去跑步，当时我们的家庭环境不算好，可是却是我最最最开心的日子。。。
最怀念便是爸帮我们把秋千给荡的高高的，多么逍遥自在。。。
当时的我们总是天真无邪，坦诚相对地嘻哈大笑，无所不谈。。。
总是一家人的做所有事情。。。
我记得爸曾经在我念学院的时候告诉过我这么一句，“我还是喜欢我们没钱的生活。”
我知道爸在暗示我们很久没像 “黏头芒” 一样围着他了，可是到他走的那一天，我觉得他这个愿望还没实现。。。
每当我想到这个事情，我总是不能按捺我的亏欠及泪水。。。
我在想。。。我临死前会是看到什么。。。会是和爸的一样吗？
我很想我们一家人可以回到从前。。。可是，时间往往不留人。。。
以前我总护着妈，常跟爸顶嘴，说他好欺负妈。。。
现在我才发觉我有够错。。。爸不是不爱我们，是他不善于表达和沟通。。。
为什么我们对着老板总是可以做得完善完美。。。可对着家人却不肯付出那一点点？？
我后悔的并不是没时间陪他，而是没好好了解他。。。
我突然好想再听到爸的歌声，爸的唠叨，爸的固执，爸的冷笑话，爸的严肃。。。
这一切一切都让我好怀念。。。
我才发觉，我从没好好的抱你，也没好好的说爱你。。。
我只梦到你那么的一次。。。你一定已经到另一个家庭生活了。。。一定活的很好。。。
我觉得。。。
我临死前会看到的画面，一定是我们小时候一起畅谈所有的欢笑时光。。。

我爱你，爸！

Being Emotional

Never would have imagine that the power of a song can be so strong...strong enough to alter your whole emotion...it can be altered from happy to sad...from moody to happy...from moderate to complicated...I just felt like I'm a puppet that was controlled by strings...my life is so empty without musics...but I was unable to find that kind of emotion rush in recent so called new songs...when I got the opportunity to download songs, all I can think of are those songs not from this generation, or should I said I'm getting old...old songs from my time just make me feel so good...lots of memory come together with each song...I enjoying this feeling of memories...just like old ppl always said, if there is no bad luck, how would you ever know that you are the good luck one...this is a very true statement, so I should be grateful to these new songs that made me noticed that old songs are my precious...I'm lovin' em'!!!

Feelings @ 26022011

Ever have feeling of elimination? what if it was elimination from friend list?
I got that feeling from my so called best pal...don't even care about my life, don't even ask what happened to me lately...don't even know about my lost of grandpa...is this considered best pal?
Maybe I didn't care enough as well...
I thought best pal is supposed to understand enough, even we don't have to meet up every once and then...
It should be like the connection between our souls...
I felt like I don't have much times left...I don't feel good...
What should I do to make those I care to understand?
Time flies...and it seems like I'm moving on the same spot where others are moving forward...
And that's why I felt the distance between us...
I think I'm being over sensitive here...
Enough complaints!!!
Back to reality and be tough!!!
Cheers!!!

Ang Pow Collections 2011 in Series

Lack of 1 to complete this series but actually most of them also not complete :P

Total 115 pieces of Ang Pows

Wow~~~a Grand Total of 434 pieces of Ang Pows, I wish it can keep on increasing :)