it's all about me...

the one and only piggy drawn by me that represents my personality...isn't it cute? try your own creation of pig here...



the simpsons' family


1st and ever 58% alcohol brought back from china...tasted on last sat...darn great...feel the hot crawling down my throat...


observe closely and you'll notice that the car was beautified, logos all gone and the head lights were sprayed with black coat...well there are some minor beautifications at the side doors which i didn't capture, guess what? all together spend up more than 1k!!! what a great figure for me to shopping...don't worry though...is not my car...lolz

something to share...

there is one photo tat i would like to share with u guys...its a photo snapped by my sis...i kinda amused as the nite is so charming frm tis view...its like telling me the nite is still young, go out n stretch out, relax man...n actually tat nite is a full moon nite...the moon is so 'sexy' n 'attractive'...(the photos are a bit shaken...coz no tripod used to take these window shots)


another photo is taken by me while waiting for traffic light to turn green...its a sunset view...juz felt tat its a real beauty, thus i wana capture tis precious moment using my cellphone...



after the scene session, wana lead u guys to the desserts session...i neva would have expected such nice ABC frm a mamak stall n tis is my 1st time for trying tis out...its really whet my appetite for more...

one last precious photo tat i would like to share...tis photo proved tat i'm a bad girl coz i didn't follow the rules...i snapped tis photo frm a pet shop...as u know, pet shop usually wont allow customers to take photos as it might giv the pets there heart attacks (the flash effects)...even i didn't snap wif flash on, but still i'm guilty...but i really cant hold back my fingers to push on the capture button...hehe...its a lovely sleeping pigeon...cute isn't it?

Addicted!!!

Guess I'm too leisure...these few days addicted in searching for free online games to kill my free times...those games kinda cute... a few that i enjoy the most are trapped, pursuit, shopmania, creepy cave, zombie ingkor etc etc...graphic might be so so but quite interesting which is a good way for brain relaxation...feel like wanna give it a try? hehe...check out below few links...

http://www.dailyfreegames.com

http://www.gamefools.com

http://egames4u.blogspot.com

or you can even try out the yahoo! games on the free online games section...

enjoy the time of being childish...^^

Leisure Time!!! Enjoy!!!

Shopmania

dreams?

ever wonder whats your dream? i guess not everyone as blur as me...i never think about the word of dream, never know what i wanna do...26 is a sensitive figure...going to be 30'mething...but...still nothing gain at this age...during this unemployed period, i tried to think about my dreams, yet no result at all...each time when i made up my mind, things just happened to be worst...maybe sometimes really better unplanned, live each day as it is...i wanna get a job that i love but i dont even know what i love...is silly...we do something we dont love in order to get something that we love...this is our life...lack of courage, wealth, luck...where can i obtain all these? dare not to say much as efforts are not as much as others...just mumbling...my buddies always asked me why i like to blog everything about myself to the whole bunch of strangers out there instead of telling them, but guess what, when you really complain that much to them, the only response you get from them is - why you so troublesome one...thats why rather blog than talk as no one gonna complain about me here...i guess most of the bloggers agree...

Advertlets

get to know about this website few days ago...well, tried myself today and I dunno about the result yet...just give it a try, no harm rite? I joined because I can still do my blogging and at the same time might be able to earn some side incomes...what a good deal...and all you need to do is just click on advertlets link, register and include the code under your template then off you go...

happy trying ^^

My Apologies...

Dear bloggie, so sorry for neglecting you for such a long time, is not that I don't wanna update you, just that whats more can an unemployed person blog.

However, I did enjoy myself during this almost 2 mths jobless period. Last week, I had a family trip to Pulau Perhentian. It was awesome...the blue crystal sea, starry starry night (though I didnt see much stars), marvelous views under the deep blue sea...non-stop snorkeling made me exhausted, yet enjoyable. I should have bought underwater camera to capture all these precious, beautiful and gorgeous sea creatures. I have been to Redang few times, guess this was the most satisfy one as I really get to see lots of rare fishes, even seaturtles and sharks (I'm talking abt the big one here). We even caught lots of shrimps, little fishes and crabs during night time, using bare hands you know...I never would have expected that I have such potentials to be fisherman, hehe...don't worry though, we release them to the big blue after the glancing session, ^^)

~~~~~the arrival - welcome to perhentian~~~~~

~~~~~snorkeling time~~~~~

~~~~~the monstrous spider along the seaside~~~~~

~~~~~one big happy family~~~~~

~~~~~some of the sea creatures we managed to snap~~~~~

~~~~~isn't it cute? my piece of art *blushing*~~~~~

~~~~~finally, presenting you the group~~~~~

The week before last week, went for dinner with frenz at Bangkok Jazz restaurant, scrumptious dinner with all the thai foods...green curry, tom yam soup, prawns, kangkung belacan and sizzling beefs...yummy...the best part of this restaurant is that dinner serve at upstairs while you could enjoy yourself downstairs with jazz live band...of coz we did the same. Imagine, having a drink or two with some close frenz surrounding by the jazz musics, what a wonderful moment...well, better not touch on the expenses as I could barely afford it if not someone was sponsoring me. The next day, went to Greenbox for karaoke session for 5 continuous hours. Sore throat would be the result, :P

Nevertheless, did some shoppings with frenz sometimes, went to KLCC Aquaria with cute little cousins of hideLun, playing online games the most, did some interviews etc. etc. and still I'm unemployed currently...anyway, "Don't Worry, Be Happy". My philosophy...

rAinBoWs oF mInD

updates updates...great news on pay nee's little space of mind...

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went back to perak for "qing ming"..."qing ming" is for chinese to remember their ancestors
by cleaning up the graveyards and carry out some sort of praying...this is considered as one of the celebration as this culture is to be passed on from one generation to another...this year, i did something extraordinary, i had taken some photos...

~~~~~great grandma, grandma and grandpa~~~~~

cant you see there is something special on this photo? (i can see a dragon, how about you?)


nah...how about this? (one of the cow is trying to show off by doing something private in public, hehe...)


another special one is this, my aunty's backyard...you wont be able to link all these photos together as you wont be able to imagine how could this little backyard have all types of awesome hidden flowers...(my aunty herself surprised as well when i show all these photos to her...enjoy...)



20070411

this was my last workday in lenovo...i have prepared some handmade gifts for my lovely colleagues, however i forgot to invite them as models for my camera...unable to show off...hehe...i really felt reluctant to leave all my colleagues...i never would have expect that they did so much for me on that day...received a lot of my favourite piggies and a nice anklet...had a fabulous coffee session at 1u...had scrumptious lunch at asean foodhouse as well as tgi friday 1u...had a enjoyable tea time session at rn...had a piggies artboard at my workstation (thanks to bone bone fish)...and last but not least...had a wonderful photo session...i must have done something right to deserve all these...billion thanks to you guys...







i missed out one important thing, i received one special certificate...content as below:

This is to certified that Miss Ng Pay Nee has completed the hell training in prison company Lenovo on April, 11th 2007.

You may leave...the heaven's door is open for you

All the best to you and your future
miss you a lotz

the certificate was created using piggies...they even organized a ceremony for me to receive that...creative isnt it?

20070414

now this was my luckiest day in funfair...my 1st and ever funfair time with my dear...i been to funfair for countless time, however, this was the 1st time i been there with my dear boyfriend...i have won a medium-size cute piggy with only 10 bucks...am goddamn lucky...hehe...


cute...isnt it?

[ empty ] + [ empty ] = ???

would i be able to clear a little space in the corner of my mind to be my own writer and create my own storyboard with fancy little stories full with sole happiness, with no burdens, no worries to represent the greatest metaphor of my life? one min ago, i go through a blog, about greatest story ever...there will never be one same greatest story in our lifes, different perceptions planted in our minds, or should we arrange in sentence like this "the greatest story ever does not exist"...once, really believe in bedtime stories... "the prince and the princess live happily forever and ever"... wow...forever and ever...impressive even i knew it is fake though...noticed that i have granted the permission for the environment to influence me...always thought that adaptable would be the best word for myself, guess not anymore when i can feel the dependency crawling out from deep down inside my soul, trying to put all the blames on others, not being considerate, curse all the time, mumbling on all the small matters, where is the optimistic me? pls let go of me, pessimistic...i want the old me back...seems like i demand more and more every now and then...but guess am not that dedicated...i have lost my faith in me...i have lost my hope...my rainbow has become hologram...where is my 7 colors...my direction is so complicated now, there is no turning of right, left, up and down...where should i place myself...is someone out there to guide me through all these horrible illusions...***SALVATION***

about love

if everything can be that rational and always another solution to choose...life would be easier...this is one of the song frm MCR that i like the most...go through the lyrics then you'll know why...

When you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

When after all this time that you still owe
You're still, the good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you Like I did Yesterday"

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
Whoa, whooa

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you Like I did Yesterday"
Well come on, come on

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you Like I loved you Yesterday"

I don't love you
Like I loved you Yesterday
I don't love you
Like I loved you Yesterday

missing nen nen du

last friday was cherie's last day in Lenovo...which means my gang of colleague buddies going to change from 7 to 6...getting lesser and lesser...1st shu hwan...then joyce...now nen nen du...same day, my another team member, aina also leaving...this is the most busy day for me...busy walk around being camera girl (wat to do, since i'm so pro...) busy making little card for nen nen du...busy here busy there...conclusion, busybutty... :D

i'm a little tired in writing long long essay in my blog, getting lazy now and then...actually lots of thing happened to me recently, guess tis blog is not up-to-date as well...those ups and downs seems so far away from me...anyway, separation isn't as bad as i thought...sometimes feelings just nice to remain where it is, dont have to spill out...i'm gonna miss office life over here as i'm gonna be the next to leave...

lunch hour for this happy family...their relationship is very complicated ya know...is like this...

ah yee (having affairs) <---> papa <---> mama (husband and wife) <---> da jie, er jie and mei mei (daughters) ---> lu ren jia (dunno why she always passby our hse during our meals, always eat together)

guess who is er jie?? (^@^)

guess who is aina that going to leave us?

our special little card with greatest regards to nen nen du

this was taken before nen nen du arrive...sure she very geram ooooo

tis is wat i did when i'm extremely bored...